so I suck…
I failed my interview… the main interview I poured my heart and soul in… yet the reason why I failed… details… I wasn’t very into details with my situation.
I know I suck at details and it has always been a problem. In high school I couldn’t do a detail picture thing in the High School exam… if you live in Jersey you know what I’m talking about… The test they make you take in Junior Year. I failed the English part of it (surprise surprise) and I only passed it because I was “special ed”… oh well
I finally mailed out Andrew’s package… With the last couple of weeks he has in the state I sent him a gift card for Starbucks, a new techno CD, and a valentine’s day card. He is sick and tired of it out there… I know he just wants to come home now… and I wish he can… but it’s very difficult with him and oh yea… the United States Army… blec. It’s hard… I miss Andrew terribly right now.I miss his random jokes, watching him struggle with math, and he can cheer me up within seconds as well. We’ve been though rough times… there was a time when Andrew and I wouldn’t talk to each other because we were both really mad at each other… and his whore of his girlfriend at that time dick teased him not to talk to me… Our friendship is really strong together… no one in the world can separate us apart… they have tried but none of them were successful and they will never be. It’s tough because it’s tough on the ones we are dating/seeing. Andrew’s ex tried but she failed… I sense Wes can get jealous when ever Andrew is home that I spend a lot of time with him… He will never admit it but I know he is… but he understands that him and I are who we are and again… to let it go. He does and you know what… Andrew and Wes got along with each other as well! Although Andrew always talks about doing Wes… =/. But still… it’s hard being separated from him now… only another fucking year and a half till he comes back from Iraq…and what will happen afterwards! Gah..
I miss my sanity right about now… any help? Wii is calling me now….
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